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June 25th, 2005] |
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i love driving!
i parked straight yesterday. lol.
put two new tires on my car yesterday too. and my brakes work now so that's good to know.
i have a car. the only thing thats missing is the lisence.
picked the color i'm gonna paint my room yesterday too. i decided to sand my dresser, paint it and change the knobs. because my dresser is gross. and i'm gonna re arrange the furniture and all that good stuff. so yeah, my room project has finally begun.
i love smoothies with a passion. free smoothies are even better.
i got mad at my brother yesterday. he made he sit through "electra" after i told him it was gonna be crap and then towards the end he turns it off saying that he couldn't take anymore. and i tried to convince to watch "life as a house" or "the cider house rules" saying that they were good movies and he didn't want to watch them. he'd rather watch crap.
i'm hungry.
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[Friday
June 24th, 2005] |
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i hate having feelings. i really do. i would wish for nothing more but to feel numb to everything and to not get hurt or not get sad or angry. or jealous.
watched the movie "cursed" today. what a fucking joke. at least i laughed today.
"there's something about those little white plugs in your ears that signal to people 'do not disturb'"
today i saw one of my aunts and she said "oh you look different." usually people say i've gotten taller or i look more grown up. but she said "your face looks fatter." and i was hoping with age i'd get better looking. i guess once you've reached your ugly stage, its all downhill from there.
i feel sick to my stomach.
i weigh 137 now. geez. i gained those 7 pretty quick. "peel me off this velcro seat and get me moving. i sure as hell can't do it by myself"
i hate when i get negative.
i need a job.
my grandma was laughing at me today. saying i'll end up sleeping on the floor if i wanted to pursue a career in acting. i told her "keep laughing, its just going to make me more determined to prove you wrong." she makes me feel bad about myself. always comparing me to my cousins and crap. why can't she just accept me? unsupportive parents motivate kids to become depressed. if she has no confidence in me, how am i supposed to have confidence in myself?
i hate when i'm talking to my dad and he walks away while i'm talking, like he's not even listening. this happens alot. nobody listens to me. nobody cares. i hate when i say something under my breath but someone next to me happens to hear and then they say it aloud to a group of people and they take all the credit. i should open my mouth but i don't. this is where being a loud mouth would come in handy.
i'm gonna stop now and sleep.
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[Wednesday
June 22nd, 2005] |
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hallo.
went to the mall with diana, johnny, and veronica today. it was fun shit. lol. i felt ghetto.
watched harry potter 3 twice today. i gross i know.
i was playing the sims today and one of the children while using the telescope was abducted by aliens. it was the funniest thing i've ever seen. the family cries for the child then 2 seconds later are whining cause their hungry. lol.
i'm gonna customize my own vans sneaks. :D or converse. i haven't decided.
23 days.
i'm taking my senior pictures in september so yeah.
i hate walmart internet.
hanging out with the kimster and aileen tomorrow. <3333
i miss school. but i know i'll regret this thought when it starts.
tonight is supposed to be the biggest moon or something like that.
i'm tired.
harry potters on the telly.
<3 enjoy your summer bitches.
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[Sunday
June 19th, 2005] |
when are all the seniors taking their pictures because i am really confused on when the last day is. i've heard that they are booked all the way to christmas (i'm exaggerating) and everytime i call they say i have to wait till the last week of june if i want to take my pictures in july and now i'm thinking i'll take them at the end of august early september so my hair can grow out a little and yeah i'm just really confused and its frustrating, and i'm getting stressed over these stupid pictures.
so if you have any answers so i can relax a little, that would make me a happy camper.
thanks.
brooklyn.
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[Sunday
June 19th, 2005] |
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yeah. so i like to dance...only a little.
:D
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[Thursday
June 16th, 2005] |
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its official. i'm the worst driver on the face of the earth.
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[Tuesday
June 14th, 2005] |
2006 seniors. i hope you all made your appointments already for foxmar because the only day avaliable now is june 27th and thats the day i'm ending up going to because i procrastinated so yeah. if you haven't made an appointment get on the ball with that fast.
<3
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[Friday
June 10th, 2005] |
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chump- green day |
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so i joined the human race and made a myspace. if i didn't add you its not that i don't like you, its that i got lazy and i forgot who added and stuff. so yeah.
myspace.com/brooklyn_bridge
mine isn't that interesting but yeah.
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[Tuesday
June 7th, 2005] |
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its come to the point where i look weird without my glasses.
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[Friday
June 3rd, 2005] |
you know that commercial with the veet waxing kit? i was just wondering why the girls in it were laughing and smiling while they were waxing.
sorry. that was random.
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[Monday
May 30th, 2005] |
i died this weekend.
saw my brother Christopher for the first time in 2 years. met his fiance and his dog. took a little adventure to coral gables yesterday with my two brothers and their girlfriends to try on my bridemaids dress, which i am in love with. :)
saw madagascar today. i hated it. my dad fell asleep and these little kids were kicking my chair.
memorized my monologue. again!
went to the nursing home to visit my little sister's great grandmother. looking at old people makes me depressed.
i wish some people would fucking get over themselves. we are all equal. we all have fears, insecurites, and needs. we want to feel loved. we all get sad. we all shit. and all of our shit smells. sorry. i'm just pissed off. i just wish people would deflate their heads and come back down to earth were the rest of us have been. i'm negative. i need to stop.
two more days of school!!
i finally joined the rest of the human race and saw phantom of the opera. (i'm really behind on my movies.)
i think i saved up enough money for the tap dancing classes.
my summer consists of:
studying for SATs
tap dancing
MOVIES!
summer reading project thingy for english
driving lessons
driving license
HARRRY POTTER!
brother's wedding in Philadelphia.
:)
love bee.
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[Friday
May 27th, 2005] |
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i'm in a shitty mood and i can't explain why.
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[Sunday
May 22nd, 2005] |
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date with the quad awesomeness.
sleepover with the quad even more awesomeness.
SAVED!
taking forever in blockbuster. (jess is movie buff.)
sour skittles.
dog humping leg. LOL. (that wasn't my fault dani, your dog just thinks i'm hot stuff. my leg actually)
sour jacks. ("i thought these were sour patch")
figuring out how to work subtitles.
boy meets world.
DUCKS!
belly dancing music in the morning.
emphezima laughing. (your too much kim.)
never gonna finish amelie. :( ("i'm gonna go to sleep")
thanks guys. <333.
drama scene. *cough* we're not ready to perform. how about everyone else?
Finals can kiss my natural white ass.
I. H. A. C. <--- :D i almost put a "k" at the end kim. cause i'm a retard.
i wanna learn how to tap dance! i need monies.
Star Wars again tomorrow. HELL YEAH!
WHO LET THE DOGS OUT!?!?!? lmao. i <3 inside jokes.
homework is staring at me. its not going to finish itself.
<3 brooklyn.
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| "you were the chosen one!" |
[Saturday
May 21st, 2005] |
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this has been the longest and worst week that i could remember.
schools ending. thank god.
i have a date with the quad tonight. :) love you guys.
my scene for comp is far from being ready. my group is screwed.
two words: STAR WARS. <3. i cried through the whole thing. (i'm a cry baby, as many of you now know)
thanks veronika for the talks and encouragement and stuff. <3.
i'm hated. and i'm alright with it. hell. i hate myself right now.
55 days.
my life right now is meaningless.
yoda kicks ass.
gotta go figure out something to cook for environmental.
i'm out.
<3.
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[Tuesday
May 10th, 2005] |
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walking around your house in a tee shirt and paul frank boy underwear is so liberating.
ap tests are funny.
need to find something to wear to banquet.
i love kim's house. and kim. good times.
i love jess and dani.
66 days and i am reborn.
i'm not much of a people person. fake people make me gag. and when people buy into it, it makes me gag even more.
i have thunder thighs. :/
star wars is ♥ r2-d2 is the ultimate ♥
school sucks. life rocks. friends awesomeness.
"she's still dating that thing?" i love you ashley.
Green Day (with Jimmy Eat World as the opening band)
August 26, 2005 7:30
Office Depot Center
Tickets go on Sale May 14, 2005 at noon.
$39.00- $45.00.
:)
i'm hungry.
"there's beauty in the breakdown."
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[Monday
May 2nd, 2005] |
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hello mates!
well my relatives auntie rene and uncle les are in the states as of today. they brought 3 case fulls of british goodies and one little case for their clothes. my grandma's kitchen looked like a british supermarket for a good 30 minutes. :) yum.
fell asleep in english today while listening to a tape recorder read a story for us. yeah i knocked out, and when mrs. rogers gave us our assignment i had no idea what the story was about so now i have homework to do for her.
I HATE BEING NAGGED!
my room is a pigsty. am i the only one that gets frustrated and stressed when they have a messy room because you can't find anything? and the clutter doesn't help you relax? i don't know that applies for me.
i'm going to redecorate my room at my dad's house this summer. like painting and stuff. if anyone's not doing anything one afternoon wanna come help? (this is kinda early being that its not summer yet, but yeah)
74 more days till i am reborn and the magic continues. :D
"Can you hear me???" LOL.
i had a good sunday. fraternity picnic. movies. ddr and pool.
i told my mom i wanted to cut my hair again...(as a joke) she looked as if she wanted to strangle me.
my dad's in new york on business. i miss him.
i've been staying at my mom's house. its weird staying here. i'm not used to it. it doesn't feel like home. i miss my grandma and dad. i think some bonding with my mom will do me some good though. being that mother's day is coming up. i still haven't been able to forgive her for some things in my past, but i think maybe its time to start getting over all that. she is trying to be a part of my life. maybe i should let her in.
monologue not memorized.
i still want sushi.
i feel like somethings missing....
poop. bed time.
<3
for all harry potter fans (if i haven't told you already) may 7th 7:00 on ABC chamber of secrets special and after is the first look at goblet of fire. :)
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[Sunday
May 1st, 2005] |
so today wasn't so bad. got invited to go somewhere. sad part is that it was my brother that invited me.
went to this picnic with his fraternity. we didn't stay that long. long enough to say hi to all the brothers and their family, eat, and then we left because my brother was meeting his friends at dolphin to catch a movie. saw hitchhiker's guide to the galaxy. it wasn't as bad as i thought it would be, although i was kinda confused. maybe i should read the book. seems like an interesting story. it excited me that half the people in the cast were british. even the alien looking things had accents. it excited me. and alan rickman excited me too. and now i'm home watching my grandpa. i was hesitant to leave him alone, but it looks like he's been sleeping the whole time i was gone. i haven't even glanced at my homework. i will eventually. are there any products to help your hair grow faster? cause maybe if my hair grew faster and looked like it did before i cut it, my mother would pay more attention to me. she depises my hair. i wonder if anything bad would happen if i added that stuff that bald guys massage into their scalp for their hair to grow. (???)
i wish i was: feminine, curvier, artistic, creative, smart, funny, prettier, mature.
75 more days till i am reborn.
and 19 more days till episode III. but it doesn't look like i'll get to see it the first day. :(
i have a craving for sushi.
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[Friday
April 29th, 2005] |
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i don't want to neglect this journal. so i'll write in here occasionally. and my new one occasionally.
today:
drama- substitute
en. science- substitute
algebra 2- new teacher decides to call it a free day. :D
real pointless to come to school today.
so there were three brooke's walking around the school today. but i think one of me is enough. cause i'm a weirdo.
my dad is "senior sitting" since my grandpa can't be alone just in case something happens to him. so i'm here with dad and grandad. :)
i miss my long hair. just a little bit. not too long. just up to my chin.
i hope i can go out this weekend. i have to watch grandpa until 8:30 on saturday night. if anyone's doing anything fun this weekend after 8:30 on sat night, give me a ring. cause i don't want a repeat of all my weekends( sleep, eat, tv, homework, blah)
so my brother's wedding it is! the england trip was cancelled. :(. but at least i get to see my brother whom i haven't seen in 2 years.
i love my friends.
i need to find an exercising program that works for me so i can do it in the summer. cause my body makes me unhappy.
i need a job. to pay for my plane ticket to my brother's wedding.
i want to see the interpreter. and sin city. and the jacket.
i don't have money for a black and white outfit for the banquet. maybe i'll be the rebel and show up in green or something.
i miss my family. i wish we all lived in one house.
yet another pointless entry brough to you by brooklyn.
i'm gonna go watch a series of unfortunate events and pig out on CHEESY POOFS!
-whatsername.
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[Sunday
April 24th, 2005] |
new livejournal username for brooklyn: whatsername006
i will still use this one but not as often. i added you all. yeah okay.
out.
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